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Yesterday I came home to spend with my family my father's birthday. Everybody was over with the kids and it was a great time. You may find out that I do spend a lot of time with my family in this journal but that is the way we are.

Do you know when you go home for a visit with your parents you would think they would let you live your life like you always do. Lol Yeah right.



Do not get me wrong my parents and I have a great relationship and I do love them BUT I went out yesterday and had a few drinks, MY mother was up when I got home and said to me " Have you been drinking?" I said " yes, I had a few beers" and went up stair as quietly as I could and passed out. I guess something’s never change....lol

Today I decided to write in this journal and so it begins. For some reason this day I am not sure what I am feeling, it’s like a shade of gray is around and it may be from the weather or just the mood I am in. It could be the music I am listening to or just past memories that fly into my mind.



People complain about life, it's to hard or I hate the world or they are not happy with it. I can't say I am happy with it now but it is not a permanent thing just a swing I can say. Things always get better.



Monday Blues.